My Favourite Songs

New York New york
I don’t like Mondays
Sex Bomb
Peter pan theme tune
Sister Act Happy days song
I gotta get through this
I’m in the mood for dancing
Somewhere else
Oxygen- Willy Mason
The pretender
Stop the clocks
Here without you
The great escape
Let it snow
I wanna break free
Yellow
The boulevard of broken dreams
Sweet Child Of Mine
Give Me Shelter
I Will Always Love You

Caulfields Sonnet

Movies I hate, God dam they are phoney
Don’t leave my side I hate being lonely
Don’t talk to me like that, don’t call me kid
In winter do the ducks go to Madrid?

Why does Stradlater have to be so vain?
He best not have laid a finger, on Jane
I was so upset when, old Allie died
When Stradlater hit me, I damn near cried

I think there is something wrong, with my mind
Maybe I should get, Psychoanalyzed
The crumby hotel, full of damn perverts
I hate that pimp, my stomach still damn hurts

I want to stay young, don’t let me grow old
Keep reading my book, watch my life unfold

Chapter 12

I was in my cab home from watching old ernie play the piano. I had to leave cause one of DB's phoney friends came and spoke to me, she even asked me to join her for a drink! Maybe she hoped I would have told DB something nice about her. People are always ruining thing, but oh well this taxi driver was a nice guy, He kept getting all sore though when I was asking him about where the ducks go in winter, but he kept saying something about the stupid fish, I didn't want to be a fish I wanted to be a duck.

Chapter 11

Me and Jane had a intimate relation ship, but not sex though. We just had a lot of trust and stuff, I even showed here Allies baseball mit. I remember once we played golf together, she lost eight balls! I improved her game a lot though. I’m a good golfer. One time me and Jane was out playing checkers and her step dad Cudahy came out and asked her if she knew were any cigarettes was, and Jane didn't answer. When he went in she began to cry I damn near sat in her lap, I was kissing her all over except her mouth. I really felt like we were close to necking.

Chapter 10

I got damn near ringing Phoebe my kid sister, but I would have had to have spoke to my parents and they would know I'm in NY. But I really do love shooting the bull with Phoebe she is my best sibling. I used to take her to the cinemas all the time, even though I hate them phoney places. I couldn't think of anyone to ring so i just asked the waitor for a drink, but he wouldn't get me anything alcoholic. I hate being a minor but I want to stay young.

Chapter 9

I was in cab with some driver who told me I had no direction in life and that I was wild, she was probably right. I was sure I had heard that somewhere before, I got put my red hunting hat back on. I felt like I had left my own little world and entered the wide world for everyone. I asked him where the ducks go in winter but he didn't seem too interested, I want to be like the ducks, I want somewhere to go. When I got into the hotel I was shocked by what I saw from my room, a couple spitting on each other, and all sorts of crazy stuff. This hotel was full of perverts. I'm probably the biggest sex mainiac you will ever see but its not something I understand too hot.

Chapter 8

I was making my way onto the train, it was cold as hell and I still had my Red Hunting hat on, when I got on the train I took it off, I felt safe and secure inside the train, like I was alone in my own world and I was in my own world. I met a students Mum on the train, so I started to shoot the bull wit her a bit, it got from bad to worse I said I was ill, and then told her I had a tuma, that's the thing with me once I start lieing I find it hard to stop.

Chapter 7

It was dark, so I turned the lights on. I feel safer when the lights are on. I walked over to the window and just stared into the distance, I wanted to be in a place much better than this. I felt so alone I just wanted someone with me to comfort me and look after me. I couldn't stop thinking about being in a better place with people I loved around me, so I put on my Red Hunting Hat, I feel better when I have my hat on.

Chapter 6

I couldn't remember much about Jane but I remember little things like, when we played checkers she likes to keep her kings on the back row. I remembered her young and innocent, that's maybe why I got so angry when he started talking about her in that way. I didn't like Stradlater much as it was, he was athletic and thought so much of himself. I hate athletic people. I had to go and relax, so I went for a smoke in the hall.