Chapter 26

Thats all I really want to tell you about, I sort of miss it all anyway. I mean don't ever tell anybody anything, because if you do, you start missing everybody.

Chapter 25

I really wish I went back to Mr Antolini's even if he did try all that pervy stuff on me. I had a headache again I thought I had cancer, I read that somewhere if you keep getting headaches and stuff you have cancer, so I had cancer. I just wish I could move to some remote place out west where I could be a deaf mute and make everyone write me notes if they wanted to speak to me. I had to give Pheobe before I went so I went to her school and asked the woman on the desk to pass the message on for her to meet me at the museum. When she met me I told her that I was moving out west, she wanted to come too, I wouldn't let her though so she got all upset with me. Eventually she spoke to me again, so I took her to the carosel in the park. I just watched her go round and round it made me so happy.

Chapter 25

Chapter 24

Mr Antolini used to check up on me all the time after I left Whooten. He was always coming round for dinner so I thought he was the best person I could reach out to. Mr Antolini isn't that old he was around the same age as DB I would love Mr Antolini as a brother instead of DB he disapproves of DB being in Hollywood too. When I got there I felt dizzy outside and after I got taken in I had a banging head too. Mrs Antolini was in the kitchen she was making us coffee or something so me and Mr Antolini had a conversation about me and Pency and if I was passing in English and stuff.

Chapter 23

I wanted somewhere to sleep for the night, so I gave old Mr Antolini a buzz because hes kind and a good person. When I finished speaking to him I lit a cigarette and began to smoke it. I heard my parents coming back in so I put it out as fast as I could and hid in Phoebes room. After mum left her and went in the bathroom I went to Phoebe I had to ask her to borrow money. I began crying when she gave me her money I don't know why but I did. I gave her my red hunting hat in return, it gave me security in so many occasions so I decided to give her my security. On my way out I kind of wanted to get caught, so then maybe I could get help instead of asking for it, maybe someone might notice there is something wrong with me.

Chapter 22

Phoebe wouldn't even look at me she was really disapointed in me, it felt like it did when I left the fencing equiptment on the train at Pency. They wouldn't look at me either. I felt like I was the younger child being told off by a adult but it wasn't it was my kid sister. She asked me what I wanted to be when I grow up, I told her I wanted to be a Catcher of the Rye, so I could protect the children. I could have protect Allie then. Phoebe told me to grow up, it reminded me of when old Mr Spencer told me to grow up too. It felt like everyone was telling me to grow up.

Chapter 21

I got to the house and the elevator boy was there I asked him to take me up to the Dicksteins some other people who live on the same floor as us. So he didn't realise I was a Caulfiel and he didn't tell my parents. He told me they was at a party on the 14th floor, I said its ok though I'm their nephiew and they said for me to wait for them in their room. When I got up I went into our house silently. I looked in DBs room because he was away and Phoebe stayed there when he was away, I woke her gently and she threw her arms round me and said "Holden". We started talking and she asked me about school, I had to tell her I got kicked out of Pency. She got really upset with me when I told her that and kept saying "Daddys gonna kill you". All I could say was "Nobodys gonna kill me"